Well, it has been a little while since my last blog. So, hopefully I can catch you all up with out running this too long and eventually boring your pants off.
I keep asking myself and Lina What's next?? Not in a bad way but more in a way of 'the anticipation is killing me'!! For example, the wedding seems soooo far away. I just wish it was here! I want to call myself her husband rather then her boyfriend. I want to start a life with her. but it is SO far away!! At least if feels like it... She brings me back to earth though. "Babe, I plan to only be engaged once so I want to make the best of it!" or "I can't wait to call myself your wife but let's make the most of what we have now too". I completely understand that! I do! I try... Make the most of everyday, God is in control and who knows what can happen tomorrow.
Finally!!! Lina was able to go to the doctor! Her first appointment in 3 years. Still....... no answers though.... I WANT ANSWERS! I mean who doesn't? She had a CT scan and some other tests and she still has more. But, after 3 years of her waiting, she is inching closer to finding out what is going on and getting healed. Please keep her in your prayers! She is amazing! "honey, you want me to make you something to eat?" She will ask while laying on the couch groaning because of the unbearable pain. I don't know how she does it. The pain clearly hurts but she keeps going, including work from 5:30am to 2pm. I sure wish there was a way I could provide for both of us and she could just stay home and rest until we figure this out. Then she would say, "I know I am in pain but if I just sat around here I would get bored" ha. Truly blows my mind and she is definitely someone I look up to! If I had pain like that I would want her and my momma around me 24-7! No questions asked!
I love her so much! The wedding is coming along really well! Pretty much down to the minute details.. I say minute... that's a stretch.. they umm... yeah they are huge. We are talking decor here. To me that is minute. Throw a flower on each table and put some chairs in a line and BOOM! But it doesn't work like that.... But we will get it looking amazing! I have a few ideas... ;) ok ok... she has the ideas...
I am ready for the wedding and the honeymoon and the answers from the doctor and I know they will come. But I also plan to make everyday the absolute best day! Staying happy and smiling and doing my best to make her laugh and smile behind all her pain. So should everyone. Think about where this world would be if we all took everyday as a blessing. I know Lina does!
Thank you all for reading! And, if you have any words of wisdom don't hesitate to comment!
No hablo mucho español pero estoy mejor. Todavía aprendiendo. Buenos Dias y gracias por leer!
OOO And PS: Still learning the Cumbia. Getting better! Also learning some of Shakira's moves. Bout to put on a show at the wedding. Can someone buy me one of those hats???
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMZtkctRt1Q
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